Coming back to the reality of my life. I am a mess and that is a freeing thing to say. Even as I write this I feel freeeee. Constantly in my life I feel pressures all around me to BE something, to DO something. I run fast, move and produce. I am sure that there might be someone out there that can relate to this. We live in a world that seems to constantly be moving faster and faster. I can;t seem to keep up - ENOUGH!!!! I am a MESS. I love that I am a mess. I love that I am not good at … [Read more...] about I am a mess
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one step- this site is officially up!!
The site is live.... it has been for a few weeks now actually. I am excited about this yet I also have my reservations. Something I see in my life is that I have big dreams and also a desire for excellence. A pattern I have been noticing is that I would rather do nothing than to do something half way or not up to my expectations. Like having the idea to make a little movie or 5 minute thought on video. I want the thing to be beyond professional quality. I want to to be big screen quality!! … [Read more...] about one step- this site is officially up!!
28 years old
Birthdays are an interesting thing to me. For the last 5 years my birthdays have all taken place over seas. On islands for 2 years in a row (one in Thailand and 1 in Greece); then in Spain, then New Zealand - this was the first time my birthday happened during winter; and then this year in Korea. My friends even got a cake for me this year!! Every year I try to take some time to think. Some time to look back and also some time to look forward. I am not big on “goals”; I simply want to … [Read more...] about 28 years old
Reflections of Visa Stress
I sit in a foreign country. Running around trying to get paperwork from two other foreign nations on opposite sides of the globe... I am exhausted a bit. With tunnel vision I run and fight for this simple sticker that will hopefully be processed and placed in my passport in a few hours. Honestly I think it is a little joke, the bureaucracy that goes with this stuff. But that is ok. The world needs a little bureaucracy. I think... (they just called my name) I am going to go across the … [Read more...] about Reflections of Visa Stress